Life just got crazier at the Gordon house. Rob is travelling again. Every year he promises that it the last time. I know he really wants it to be true. Unfortunately, that's not the reality. Sometimes I wonder when life became the way it is for our family. We have great kids and I am very lucky to be married to my best friend. It just makes you wonder why things turned out the way they do.
Cameron said the cutest thing to me tonight. "Mommy, any kid would be lucky to have you for a mommy. I love you." I love that kid too! Even though he has already developed selective listening skills. Just last night he told me that it's a free country and he can do what he wants. Boy, it was hard not to laugh I explained that even in a free country there are rules and Leaders (and Dad and I are his). He also calls Primary kids sacrament meeting, and I adore that too! Cameron is my
snuggly little guy. I can't believe my little boy is nearly seven. That just does not seem right at all.
Kelsie is my little worker bee. She is always getting everything done on her own. This is just the way she is and has always been. She gets ready by herself, does her homework by herself, makes her own breakfast. Sometimes I think she is an adult stuck in a cute little body. Rob and I have really been
reflecting on all the cute things are kids have said, and we found out we can't remember most of them. One thing I remember about
Kelsie is her love for shopping and all things
girly. When I was pregnant with Cameron and
Kelsie was 2, I was looking at maternity clothes and she boldly yells "Can't we look at the stuff that is my size." She has been caught too many times to count in my make up. When she was little she would look at me and say "I can't help myself, I just love it
sooooo much."
Ashley is growing by leaps and bounds. She loves things just right. Sometimes to a fault. In so many ways she is like me, and then not in so many other ways she is not. I think she was eight when we told her that sneezes weren't called "bless yous", it was just to sweet to stop. She wants to be grown up on one hand and not on the other. I love her sensitive little spirit. She always want to do things right. She's my rule follower, and gets very upset when caught. I am so proud of my beautiful young woman.
I love my kids. I hope that I am the mother that they need. Sometimes I wonder if I am giving the right advice or saying the right things. Where is the instruction manual for kids. Well this is getting long and we are not done with homework (yuck) yet.
Love,
M